my heart hurts because i know for a fact i’m so undeserving of love and happiness, i can’t get anything together ever, losing myself and the love of my life

just a big fucking dummy who’s always in her head and ruining everything wooooo fun

how come everyone can hurt me, cause me to be fucked up, and then wanna fuck me over because of it?

i wish didn’t live in the same room cause this shit hurts and it’s only been like three days but how am i supposed to constantly stay away from the one thing that always can make me happy again

it’s not fair at all that i have to put myself on the back burner to give you what you want when no matter how much i wanted to leave i’ve stayed by your side, you did my dirty and made all my insecurities resurface and i’m having the hardest time of my life letting go and being better and i keep fucking up all the time and all i wanna do is get it right with you but you don’t even want me around anymore.