looking at you and i’m just so grateful

my heart hurts because i know for a fact i’m so undeserving of love and happiness, i can’t get anything together ever, losing myself and the love of my life

i beg for you to want me and miss me since i know i always leave you’re mind, cause when i’m not here there’s always someone else around…

i don’t know where i belong

just a big fucking dummy who’s always in her head and ruining everything wooooo fun

how come everyone can hurt me, cause me to be fucked up, and then wanna fuck me over because of it?

why do you get to switch up all the time but i have to be fine with it

i wish didn’t live in the same room cause this shit hurts and it’s only been like three days but how am i supposed to constantly stay away from the one thing that always can make me happy again